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I don't know why but I've been feeling so lonely recently. 

I can't say that something changed in my life... everything is pretty much on the same place but... I see those dreams again where I am along despite I have plenty of people surrounding me. Sometimes I even see my parents, my friends or my boy friend,  however it all feels like I am totally along. I wake up and realize that I am still in US, I am still in my bed and there is nothing threatening me BUT... I guess my sixth sense tells me that something is wrong and I don't know what... 

May be it's just because I have a lot of free time in my hands thereby I am able to think over and over of every problem which happened lately... I don't know...  Probably I have to learn how to relax. 

Today I had my first gym session with a personal trainer therefore my muscles hurt me. I am going to repeat on Friday and do it three times a week regulary. Also I am trying to work on my meal schedule and I have to switch to 6 meals from 2... No candies, no cookies... Aaaaaah,... Hope, I'll be able to do that ))))) At least, gym is fun and it keeps me busy!


Thank you!